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Sun, Aug. 22nd, 2004, 05:11 am

I'll be leaving for home tomorrow night. I'm not entirely looking forward to it, but hopefully I'll get to come back to Junon after he finishes showing me off at a couple business meetings.

Thu, Aug. 19th, 2004, 08:35 pm

My father managed to somehow get through all my preventative measures and call me today. Annoyance. And I had absolutely no reason to not talk to him--aka, my secretary here TOLD him I was doing nothing at the time. My revenge upon her shall be swift and justified. She ruined my day with that.

But I'm off topic. He's bringing me home for a few days next week. Says there's some project I need to look at, and he wants me present for a board meeting. Poor bastard simply can't stand the fact that I'm happy here in Junon.

Tue, Aug. 17th, 2004, 01:33 pm

Started working again yesterday. I can see the sun through my office window. I can daylight. It's so cool. I kind of miss the hustle and bustle of Midgar though. It's too quite here. Midgar, at least, is loud enough to drown out your thoughts. I wonder what's going on with the rebels in Midgar. I suppose Heidegger hasn't managed to get permission yet to wipe them all out. I KNOW I would've heard about that. Heidegger seems to be getting arrogant. He needs to be dealt with, but for now there's nothing I can do about him. But I will be patient until the day comes when I can take care of him.

Sun, Aug. 15th, 2004, 03:36 am

Junon. It's dark out, but I can see the stars. Y'know, you can't see the stars in Midgar. At all. Ever. Not even on the plate. All that smog is in the way and it makes it impossible to see them. But I can see them now. I don't think I've ever seen such a beautiful sight. Waves lapping at my feet, breeze blowing, sand between my toes, miles and miles of ocean meeting off on the horizon with millions and millions of stars. It's breath taking. And wonderful. I could've stayed out there forever, were it not for the fact that it was really, really cold. I'm sure somewhere, somebody back in Midgar is laughing at me for doing that. No, I had to be a romantic guy and walk barefoot under the stars by the ocean... and then five minutes later I had to come inside and curl under a blanket because I was cold.

I'm looking forward to seeing more of Junon though, especially during the daytime. I'm taking a couple days to relax before I get into the swing of things.

It was weird to see Sephiroth again though. I swear, I get shorter everytime I see him, or something. Or perhaps it's because I go so long without seeing him that when I do, the height difference is a total shock. Whatever. He's still taller than I am. He makes me feel so short, even though I'm not that small. Reno's short. I am not. It's just so odd. But still, it's nice to see at least one friendly face around here. I know there are a few at home I certainly miss.

Sat, Aug. 14th, 2004, 02:05 pm

I'm leaving for Junon tonight. Land of fresh air and sunshine and no family. Hot bodies and beaches and sand and the ocean and that cool sea breeze... it's so much better than here. Smog and traffic and disease--this entire city festers and makes me feel colder and older than I should. Junon makes me feel alive and energetic and good. I'll miss some things in Midgar, though you can be sure one of them won't be the board meetings, late nights, and the lack of intelligent conversation. Sure, there are people here capable of it, but it's a rare thing. The Junon staff are great. I still don't know if father's sending a Turk with me or not. I just hope it's not Reno. We learned long ago that the two of us can't be trapped in a helicopter with each other for that amount of time. We'll kill each other. Of course, he just got off a mission, so it shouldn't be him. Not that matters that much who it is, as long as I'm safe and my plans aren't interrupted. I'd better get back to packing though, and gathering the stuff out of my office I need to bring with me.

Wed, Aug. 11th, 2004, 12:30 am

I'm so glad my birthday's over. I hate them so much. The old man uses me as a publicity stunt, acts all nice for a bit, then takes me up stairs to his office for a "birthday talk." Heh. Sure old man. Like anybody buys THAT. Fucking ass. I won't be able to sit or move comfortably for at least a week, I'm sure. I even left the ball early. Sorry I didn't wait, Tseng. Something happened and I just had to get the fuck out of there. Oh well. Back to work. I'll be off to Junon on Saturday, so the fuck won't be able to bother me as much. Yay for distance. Though it's going to suck for other things, like conference calls and getting paperwork transferred in a timely fashion. On the plus side though, I'll be in fresh air, out by the ocean. Which is sort of what I wanted for my birthday anyway. ...wonder if that fuck's going to make me have a body guard out there too, or if he's realized I can at least handle myself? Anyway, back to work. I have to lot to get done before I leave/can sleep.

Tue, Aug. 10th, 2004, 06:08 pm

Last night was the best thing ever. Except for that secretary/delivery girl. That was just scary.

Stupid fucking ball thing is tonight. Too bad my date's coming late... means I have to start off the evening with Scarlet. Geh. I'm heading home to change now. Don't worry you fat bastard father, I'll be there on time.

So not looking forward to this.

Mon, Aug. 9th, 2004, 04:00 pm
i'm doing the best i ever i did now go away

I fucking hate that goddamned bastard. I totally fucking hate that fucking fucker. We got into yet another argument about how he fucking runs this company. I want to kill him. I totally want to fucking KILL HIM. I can do a way better job at this than he does. I would fucking have little groups running around rebelling under my nose. I'd fucking crush them before they knew what hit them. I'm pretty sure it's safe to discuss it here. He may have ordered us to keep these journals, but the fuck doesn't read them. He doesn't even fucking have one. Bastard. Good thing for me I guess though.

Mon, Aug. 9th, 2004, 03:43 pm

Everything before this point is now voided for a new game to begin as of August 9th, 2004, 3:45 PM.

Let the games begin.

Sun, Aug. 8th, 2004, 05:09 pm

I went to see my mother today. I told her almost everything that's happened in the past week except the stuff that'll get me killed. I told her about the press conference, about Gongaga, about everything I could possibly get away with telling her. And she looked at me, and she said, "It's about time you started learning." And then she asked me what I was going to do about it. I told her I'm not sure yet, but I don't think I'll be sleeping. Everytime I close my eyes I fucking see them. It haunts me, but there's not much I can do about--not yet. Not until my birthday when I turn 21 and everything my father poured into savings for me is available for my use. ...It should be enough for what I plan to do.

I need more coffee. Coffee helps keep me on top of things. I forsee a long night ahead, and I need to stop thinking somehow and concentrate on my job.

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